okie dokie pokey smokey..these are some of the words i keep on using recently..uh..that’s all..i made a diary..iv’e writing in it the past month..it would be so funny if some one would STEAL IT!!!haha ..(subliminal verses) any way..I AM SO FUCKING BORED!! im sleepy again..i just woke up..stared at blank space for about 30 minutes..that’s my life
Can’t Take My Eyes Off You by Frankie Valli
You’re just too good to be true.
Can’t take my eyes off you.
You’d be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I’m alive.
You’re just too good to be true.
Can’t take my eyes off you.
Pardon the way that I stare.
There’s nothing else to compare.
The sight of you leaves me weak.
There are no words left to speak,
But if you feel like I feel,
Please let me know that it’s real.
You’re just too good to be true.
Can’t take my eyes off you.
I love you, baby,
And if it’s quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don’t bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay
And let me love you, baby.
Let me love you.
You’re just too good to be true.
Can’t take my eyes off you.
You’d be like Heaven to touch.
I wanna hold you so much.
At long last love has arrived
And I thank God I’m alive.
You’re just too good to be true.
Can’t take my eyes off you.
I love you, baby,
And if it’s quite alright,
I need you, baby,
To warm a lonely night.
I love you, baby.
Trust in me when I say:
Oh, pretty baby,
Don’t bring me down, I pray.
Oh, pretty baby, now that I found you, stay..
L-O-V-E bt Nat King Cole
L is for the way you look at me, O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary, E is even more than anyone that you adore
Can love, its all that I can give to you, love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it, take my heart but please don’t break it
Love was made for me and you, musical Interlude
Yeh, L is for the way you look, you’re looking at me
And O is for the only one I see, V is so very, very extra ordinary
Now E is even more than any, any, anyone that you adore
Can love, its all that I’m gonna give to you, oh love
Is more than just a game for two, two in love can make it
Take my heart but please don’t you break it, cause love
Was made for me and you, I’m telling you love
Was made for me and you, don’t you know that love
Was made for me and you…
More Today Than Yesterday
I don’t remember what day it was
I didn’t notice what time it was
All I know is that I fell in love with you
And if all my dreams come true
I’ll be spending time with you
Every day’s a new day in love with you
With each day comes a new way of loving you
Every time I kiss your lips my mind starts to wander
And if all my dreams come true
I’ll be spending time with you
Oh, I love you more today than yesterday
But not as much as tomorrow
I love you more today than yesterday
But, darling, not as much as tomorrow
break
Tomorrow’s date means springtime’s just a day away
Cupid, we don’t need ya now, be on your way
I thank the lord for love like ours that grows ever stronger
And I always will be true
I know you feel the same way too
Oh, I love you more today than yesterday
But not as much as tomorrow
I love you more today than yesterday
But only half as much as tomorrow
all of these were made by old people…which is cool..
yo…ok..i may have a problem, but im not sure. i’ve been wasted twice this week.. and i dont really remembered what happened.. i’m really sleepy right now..so monday, i went to the anniversary thing for metro phi resto/bar, free drinks man. i loved it..free jaeger man..so cool..so anyway.. i enjoyed myself..then the alcohol starts kicking in. so, that’s when i don’t remember stuff. my driver told me i was outside some condo lobby punching the walls..two guards were watching me..so i lyed down outside..how dumb of me..ok, so i go to mcdonalds try to sober up…which kinda helped..but if you know me really well, even if i dont have alcohol in my system, you know i’m a crazy guy..i start yelling and giving high 5s to people..well..aaron and lee were in mcdonalds with me..anyway i’ll get back to them later.. ….ok if i’m drunk and i tell you what happened, please tell me,please…cool.oh yea about aaron and lee, well they told me they got embarassed..cmon man..i just want to have fun…i didn’t even do anything to you guys..well i’m still cool with them…i just dont want people to be mad at me..now jmp to friday..last night..it was Ava’s birthday..cool..but i left and forgot to go back..but anyway..wait…stop..rewind a little bit..ok..i was with eric that day..we went to this assumption party..by the way assumption girls rock…nice party..so i had fun for a little while..then all of a sudden this little highschool kid wants to start something with me..pathetic..so fuckin skinny and small..anyway..i was hanging with erics cousin. we were goin to get a drink..then that dude comes..starts yelling at her..dude that was seriously uncalled for..so i was dancing with louisa and i could see this guy from my peripheral vision that he was goin to hit me with a beer bottle,but he didn’t..haha pussy..but anyway no fight started ..good..i’m not really a fighter, i’m more of a lover..so i go to avas eric goes home..avas party was alright i talk to aaron, and yea that’s when he told me about the whole mcdonalds issue..me jumping around..ok..you know what sucks..i got fucking ripped off.420 for just 2 shots of tequila..what the hell..so anyway i met jam and her friend..which i have to say is pretty nice..anyway we talk catch up a little bit..she said i was drunk..i can handle my alcohol..sometimes..hehe..so i saw chris g. in jaipur i go to his house cause he said there were more drinks..so i went..i said i would go back to avas..but after i left chris’s house.ugh..i couldnt walk..my head was spinning..thank you very much angela for dropping me off erics..you are a life saver..princess texted me by the way saying i was drunk and that she was leaving avas and going home, and she said that i should do the same..the reason why the title says sorry everybody..sorry if i did something to you people whn i was drunk..maybe i am a alcoholic..but what the hell…actually i notice that the people who have a problem with me when i’m drunk, is actually the people who haven’t really hung out with me..except jam..jam’s cool..sorry ava i wasn’t able to go back..i was too hammered..so anyway..i guess i just want to say sorry….but seriously i don’t think i did anything..princess sorry if your mom thinks i’m weird..but wait..nah i take that back.i’m not weird..i’m unique..HAH!.hehe…so this is actually a message to those people who don’t like me being myself..sober or drunk…i apologize…for being myself..BULLSHIT! i will never apologize for being myself…i am what i am..accept it, i’m not like those other people who want me to be a fucking teenybopper..screw that!.. I AM NOT FAKE! I SAY WHAT I WANT TO SAY! I DO WHAT I WANT TO DO!! it’s like being free..you guys should try it..you might enjoy yourself..so there..i’m goin now..BYE
oh my god!!!!! i’m so dumb now….words don’t come out of my mouth right…i say the most ignorant things….NOOO!!!! WHAT HAPPENED!? i always kept the ball rolling…i used to be so….nice..it’s because i live here in freakin pampanga…it sucks…nothing to do…nobody to talk to..it just sucks..i don’t go to school…ugh..what happened to my skills?
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ok i tried to cut myself and make some art..but it didnt really work..i guess i was too tensed that the blood didnt really flow out.. why am i doing this you ask?..well people say "i made this out of my blood,sweat and tears"..this time im goin to do the same thing..im just going to make it out of my real blood,sweat and tears..and i was thinking of maybe making myself..so the whole thing im going to make is really me..i’m going to draw myself..and it’s going to be made out of me…HOW COOL IS THAT!?
i’m bored…i’ll go cut my self and make some art..see ya!!
they keep on putting this path for me to follow..but i don’t want to follow it, they are making me follow the foot steps of others..but i don’t want to..i want to make my own foot steps…people can be so narrow minded..it just makes me sick..well but maybe i should listen to what they have to say..but it sucks though..i guessed i climbed the wrong mountain..and if i want to climb the other one, i have to go back down.and then climb again..you understand me??..ugh..well there maybe still hope , it’s possible to climb both mountains but it’s hella hard…i’ll try first
i hate love!!! i hate loving anything..if i were you, stop loving..or liking anything..cuz nothing will ever last..i will never let this build up in me..
i was thinking about limits…people say you should know your limits..some people say limits should be broken…some people say the sky is the limit…what if you were limited to the sky..how would you break it?..why are people so “limited”?…is it t because of the way they live? i know that i’m limited to something..but.i dont know what..crazy
