lifes twisted bliss

yo…ok..i may have a problem, but im not sure. i’ve been wasted twice this week.. and i dont really remembered what happened.. i’m really sleepy right now..so monday, i went to the anniversary thing for metro phi resto/bar, free drinks man. i loved it..free jaeger man..so cool..so anyway.. i enjoyed myself..then the alcohol starts kicking in. so, that’s when i don’t remember stuff. my driver told me i was outside some condo lobby punching the walls..two guards were watching me..so i lyed down outside..how dumb of me..ok, so i go to mcdonalds try to sober up…which kinda helped..but if you know me really well, even if i dont have alcohol in my system, you know i’m a crazy guy..i start yelling and giving high 5s to people..well..aaron and lee were in mcdonalds with me..anyway i’ll get back to them later.. ….ok if i’m drunk and i tell you what happened, please tell me,please…cool.oh yea about aaron and lee, well they told me they got embarassed..cmon man..i just want to have fun…i didn’t even do anything to you guys..well i’m still cool with them…i just dont want people to be mad at me..now jmp to friday..last night..it was Ava’s birthday..cool..but i left and forgot to go back..but anyway..wait…stop..rewind a little bit..ok..i was with eric that day..we went to this assumption party..by the way assumption girls rock…nice party..so i had fun for a little while..then all of a sudden this little highschool kid wants to start something with me..pathetic..so fuckin skinny and small..anyway..i was hanging with erics cousin. we were goin to get a drink..then that dude comes..starts yelling at her..dude that was seriously uncalled for..so i was dancing with louisa and i could see this guy from my peripheral vision that he was goin to hit me with a beer bottle,but he didn’t..haha pussy..but anyway no fight started ..good..i’m not really a fighter, i’m more of a lover..so i go to avas eric goes home..avas party was alright i talk to aaron, and yea that’s when he told me about the whole mcdonalds issue..me jumping around..ok..you know what sucks..i got fucking ripped off.420 for just 2 shots of tequila..what the hell..so anyway i met jam and her friend..which i have to say is pretty nice..anyway we talk catch up a little bit..she said i was drunk..i can handle my alcohol..sometimes..hehe..so i saw chris g. in jaipur i go to his house cause he said there were more drinks..so i went..i said i would go back to avas..but after i left chris’s house.ugh..i couldnt walk..my head was spinning..thank you very much angela for dropping me off erics..you are a life saver..princess texted me by the way saying i was drunk and that she was leaving avas and going home, and she said that i should do the same..the reason why the title says sorry everybody..sorry if i did something to you people whn i was drunk..maybe i am a alcoholic..but what the hell…actually i notice that the people who have a problem with me when i’m drunk, is actually the people who haven’t really hung out with me..except jam..jam’s cool..sorry ava i wasn’t able to go back..i was too hammered..so anyway..i guess i just want to say sorry….but seriously i don’t think i did anything..princess sorry if your mom thinks i’m weird..but wait..nah i take that back.i’m not weird..i’m unique..HAH!.hehe…so this is actually a message to those people who don’t like me being myself..sober or drunk…i apologize…for being myself..BULLSHIT! i will never apologize for being myself…i am what i am..accept it, i’m not like those other people who want me to be a fucking teenybopper..screw that!.. I AM NOT FAKE! I SAY WHAT I WANT TO SAY! I DO WHAT I WANT TO DO!! it’s like being free..you guys should try it..you might enjoy yourself..so there..i’m goin now..BYE